Rogue.

electrikcute @ 2007-10-14T01:07:00

2007-10-13T17:09:04Z

HIATUS.
Till whenever I feel like blogging again.
Selamat hari raya, maaf zahir & batin.

electrikcute @ 2007-09-27T16:49:00

2007-09-27T08:51:06Z

Best movie ever.

Another one is warded.

2007-09-26T19:07:08Z

My updates are inconsistent, coz I just choose as and when I feel like updating. There's nothing much to update about, really. It's the holidays and the good thing is that Ramadhan happens to fall on the holidays and so is Hari raya.

About 2 days ago, my youngest sister was warded coz she had major constipation plus asthma. So I slept over for those 4 days & 3 nights, rotating with my father. I guess staying in that room made me feel quite comfortable, coz class A1 at KK hosp is really superb.

The only problem that I had was with one of the senior staff nurse. Since she had to enter the room every 3 hours, she decided to start a conversation with my sister and I.

"I had constipation too, last time" she said.

"You should ask your mummy to cook sweet potato, spinach soup, or better still, you should eat durian"

And I was thinking wtf, are you trying to be funny.

"Durian makes the shit go through your intestines easier", which by then I was assuming that she was trying to say that durian is a good lubricant.

But still, what kind of suggestion is that? To eat durian during constipation? You bodo or what.

Then later on she said that she wants to take a look at my sister's faeces, to check whether they were liquid-ish or solid stools. Solid stools would be better of course.

So the nurse said, don't flush the toilet, I wanna take a look at the shit.

My sister was trying with all her might to pass motion till she was practically squeezing my hands tightly and with tears in her eyes and then suddenly the toilet bowl flushes by itself and the nurse scolded us over the door, saying "Why did you flush the toilet?! I told you not to right!"

And I was already pissed off, couldn't you see that my sister is in pain and that the damn toilet bowl flushed itself. I explained to her, and yet later on when she returned to the room 3 hours later, she scolded my sister again.

EEEE i felt like pulling her hair there and then.

Then on another day, she had to squeeze in this liquid gel thru my sister's anus to soften her stools a little. She did it so aggressively I was glaring at her all the way and I snapped at her to do a little more gently. I bet that damn nurse enjoys torturing small kids.

Thank goodness I had to put up with her for awhile, otherwise, I really don't know what would become of me.

reduntant entry.

2007-09-16T22:39:55Z

So anyway, I bought this sturdy handphone pouch thingy, and I just left it lying on the table. So my mum strolls in and she asks, "how much is this?", "um, $5 only, cheap eh?"

When in actual fact I paid $13 for the damn thing. Since my hp wasn't in it, she kept on scrutinizing it and then she went "Not bad eh." and she took it. -_-"

I justttttt bought it mother, but nevermind, you can have it.

Advertisement!

2007-09-14T19:39:25Z

CHICLIPSTIK! CHICLIPSTIK!

Granny.

2007-09-08T10:53:58Z

I've been to and fro the hospital, really tiring, sometimes bored with nothing to do, but at other times, I'm holding my grandma's hand tightly coz hope is the only thing that I can offer her. After the operation, she's no longer chatty and loud and I miss her old self. She looks so pale, so vulnerable, so feeble. With so many needles & tubes poking her, it's nowonder she asks me to massage her calves, and her head coz she feels giddy. But in my opinion, I think she just wants me to do that as a form of distraction; so that she can't feel the pain. I'm going to the hospital soon, and sleeping over there I think.

Eye candy!

2007-08-31T18:47:51Z

I refuse to put this under an lj-cut coz I've just got to show all you people that we've got a new addition to the family! Hee.
So the boyfriend came over to my place yesterday, played with them kittens and took these gorgeous pictures that I just had to steal from him. Oh, before that he was being sweet coz he fetched me after my last paper, then along with my sister, we had lunch and played some arcade game that was so addictive.

Today, the boyfriend accompanied me to dental, had lunch at FEP, and lastly we went to the beach coz he wanted to snap pictures.

Oh, you know how I love you so. ♥ !

Hiatus.

2007-08-17T05:49:48Z

He's my everything.

2007-08-08T17:27:39Z

One last entry before I go on hiatus.

You know, i cannot remember when or how we asked for this relationship to begin but i can never forget how you make me feel whenever i'm you.

You taught me how to love without any words spoken. You showed me that i was truly special and that i was second to none. There was something so deep about the way you make me feel that till today, i cannot put in words. For all these reasons, it is ironic how stubborn i was about showing you how i really feel for you. And because of the way i acted, we became so absorbed in trying to discard the negatives that we totally forgot the romance. We were this close to losing touch. But believe me darling,you've made me feel like all prayers could be answered even when all hopes are gone.

I cannot thank you enough, as a lover, as soulmate and as a friend for having been so patient and giving towards me despite all the times when i gave you nothing comparable. You simply rewound the best parts of our love and it is by far the best gift anyone could have given to me. I was never wrong, you really are the best i ever had. Just so you know, probably kinda' perfect too :)

I love you, I really do.

This is for azzah. :)

2007-08-06T17:23:38Z

I had a horrible horrible day which means that I can't possibly sleep tonight coz I've got loads to do.
On a lighter note, qonita; Azzah, you totally made my day. :)
and this is because:

I made these, with Adilah helping me out with some of them coz I almost dozed off. We were working like elves around the clock.

On the left: Pretty birthday girl Nuraini, and on the right, my super sweet sweet friend Azizzah. :)

My house is turning into a bakery. Haha at least that keeps me occupied. :)

P.s:Psst azzah, sorry for stealing your pics, i hope you don't mind.
:)

Time.

2007-08-05T16:40:44Z

This entry was posted up 2 years ago. 2 years have passed. How time flies. Yet my feelings still remain the same for you. I love you.. :)
P.s;Hajar looks really really cute back then. She's so grown up now.

Pudding.

2007-07-31T16:56:26Z

I miss my straight hair. :(

Cuppycake.

2007-07-29T04:14:45Z

I baked cupcakes about 3 days ago. Vanilla with chocolate chips topped with sweet vanilla frosting and hundreds & thousands! I'll let the pictures do the talking.
:)

My sisters friends are ordering a few so yay!

Oh sweetheart.

2007-07-26T18:52:22Z

I wish the both of us could have all the time in the world.
I think, we've been through almost everything.
Despite those little hiccups we go through;
I know, that you're the only one I wanna be with.
& today, I wanna tell everyone that I met the boy
I'm going to marry.

♥

10 things I hate about you.

2007-07-26T18:44:22Z

Never fails to make me cry whenever I watch this..

Email.

2007-07-13T17:25:30Z

I feel like creating a new email, partly coz my boyfriend did so, and I wanna follow suit, and partly coz I've outgrown the nick clueless_gurl23. Yes, I know, why the the lame nick, but I couldn't think of any at that moment.

I don't wanna create a new nick coz my current email has served me well and there's still some sentimental value left in it. Since primary 5, so how can I bear to leave it, right? Plus there's one folder filled up to the brim with my sweetheart's messages, so obviously I can't bear to abandon that too.

I can be so contradicting. It's a tough decision.(okay maybe to you it's not) We'll see how.

Honey.

2007-07-08T17:22:44Z

I miss my boyfriend horribly. :(
I find this video really hilarious it made me and my sister laugh like hell. My tummy hurts. hahahahaha. go watch it! :)

Run where you'll be safe.

2007-07-05T07:25:11Z

Finally, a new layout. It's a bit kiddy-ish but I think it's cute.

Last friday was spent at Syiirn's place. We were so occupied with snapping photos, gathering stuff to sell, and trust me, she really has loads of stuff to sell. Most of the stuff that she's selling is damn pretty. :)

I didn't meet rin for the longest time ever, and when we finally did me meet up, we had quite a plenty to catch up on. It's always great to have a friend whom you can always confide in despite not meeting up that often. Here's to 7 years of friendship! :) I love you girlfriend.

It's been a long time since I posted some pictures.

We were fooling around with rin's grandmother's glasses. They were like magnifying glasses! Haha look at how her eyes are bloody big in the pic below.

Haha wtf i look like a fugly grandma. Rin said I should've joined
that ugly betty contest on ch 5. Thanks eh.

Her fragile face.

2007-07-05T02:47:47Z

the sea is wine red
this is the death of beauty
the doves have died
the lovers have lied

i was supposed to head to sch for about less than an hour or so just for a project meeting. thank goodness the meeting got cancelled. i mean who would wanna go to school when they're not schooling on that day right?

So what should i do today. I'm prolly meeting Lukman for awhile later on. And THS songs have been on repeat mode coz the girl's voice is so sultry and heavenly la. She reminds me of the cardigans.

I've been occupying myself with setting up chiclipstik, schoolwork, projects, and school and more school. I need a breather.

sighs.

2007-06-27T15:16:29Z

It pains me to see you suffering silently. I don't get it how you can be so nonchalant about the whole matter, when in fact, it's something that you shouldn't keep quiet about. I know you're a strong person inside out, but that doesn't mean you should dismiss the whole matter lightly.

I'm just so concerned about you. I really really wish I could help you out. I feel so useless. :(

my muse.

2007-04-25T18:13:31Z

Baby, I'm yours
And I'll be yours until the stars fall from the sky,
Yours, until the rivers all run dry
In other words, until I die

Baby, I'm yours
And I'll be yours until the sun no longer shines,
Yours, until the poets run out of rhyme
In other words, until the end of time

Publicize!

2007-04-16T09:24:23Z

Throne.

2007-04-12T17:08:31Z

My daughter's bedroom is gonna look like this:

And her pet is gonna be this fat hamster who swallowed a tennis ball.

Photobooth, please?

2007-04-12T16:46:15Z

Sorry for the previous angry post, I just had to vent my anger somewhere. Sighs.

Anyways, I was just wondering, why doesn't Singapore have photobooths? Sure, there are loads of neoprint machines in most malls & passport photobooths, but I want a photobooth! The kind that captures different shots and stuff. If I had money to open a shop, I'd make one just like Ig's heaven @ Parkway. I could spend hours there looking at all the quirky & whimsical stuff. I'd have one corner with 2 photobooths, and then there'll be long queues, then my shop would be so popular, that people would wanna franchise it. Hoho. Yeah that would be really cool.

Those photobooths could be the modern ones or the classic ones, I don't care, but I demand for one now! :(

Okay nevermind i'm just ~~day~~dreaming.

Happy friday the 13th! :D

Overview of the month.

2007-04-08T18:35:26Z

Monday, 2nd April 2007
• Window shopping with Atikah
• Searched high and low for that cherry dress.
• Managed to find it and I was one bloody happy/ecstatic girl.
• Atikah splurged on Diva mostly!
• Now we both have the same birdie tees, must check okay what each other’s wearing if we go out!!
•We have got to go out again! :)

Tuesday, 3rd April 2007
• Kak Amilia’s birthday!
• Boyfriend's much anticipated passing out parade(POP)!
• "Fetched" Atikah from school, mini dress up @ their house.
• Many NS policemen marching, Atikah & I were disgusted, they looked like ants from the our view at the bleachers.
• Dinner @ Simpang Bedok with his family.
• Snapped loads of pictures, but boyfriend’s too lazy to upload.
• Will post up pictures once I get hold of them, prolly.

Hmm, I kinda forgotten what happened over the days after that. Oh wells.
I ♥ my Jedi Luke.